Say Goodbye

Well, I did it. I said goodbye to you. Not in the flesh or even on the phone. In an email. It's the way of the future. I think we were holding each other back and soon will see that only good can come from this. At least that's what I tell myself. It's been almost 25 years. We've served our purpose for each other and now it's time to move on.

Indifferent To You

It's not hard to tell,
That I've been avoiding you.
How long can this go on
with the denying that you do.

I'm indifferent to you today
as I was yesterday
and as I'll probably be tomorrow.

I've known you for so long
and I thought I knew you well.
But it seems I had things all mixed up
and must find a way to tell.

How much more can go on
Before I decide the time is right?
I'm too indifferent to the situation
To even put up a fight.

I don't think about it.
I go about my nights and days.
I don't even miss your presence
About us, what does it say?

I'm indifferent to you today
As I was yesterday
and as I'll probably be tomorrow.

With you I don't feel real or safe.
Trust was something you sold with a money back guarantee
But when I took you up on that deal
You turned away from me.

So today, I'm indifferent to you
As I was yesterday
and as tomorrow I'll probably be
I'm taking a chance and walking away
Cause I'm feeling right now, the call to be free.

Inside My Head

It's a new year and I just had an epiphany....I live inside my head.

I've heard the phrase a million times but never paid much attention to it until now. And it's really a shame.